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The Shop Around the Corner (1940) That man is one of my most favorite and cherished actors of all time. Even when I was just a kid.

This book I'm reading is written in the most beautiful way.

“There are few of us who have not sometimes wakened before dawn, either after one of those dreamless nights that make us almost enamoured of death, or one of those nights of horror and misshapen joy, when through the chambers of the brain sweep phantoms more terrible than reality itself, and instinct with that vivid life that lurks in all grotesques, and that lends to Gothic art its enduring vitality, this art being, one might fancy, especially the art of those whose minds have been troubled with the malady of reverie. Gradually white fingers creep through the curtains, and they appear to tremble. In black fantastic shapes, dumb shadows crawl into the corners of the room and crouch there. Outside, there is the stirring of birds among the leaves, or the sound of men going forth to their work, or the sigh and sob of the wind coming down from the hills and wandering round the silent house, as though it feared to wake the sleepers and yet must needs call forth sleep from her purple cave. Veil after veil of thin dusky gauze is lifted, and by degrees the forms and colours of things are restored to them, and we watch the dawn remaking the world in its antique pattern. The wan mirrors get back their mimic life. The flameless tapers stand where we had left them, and beside them lies the half-cut book that we had been studying, or the wired flower that we had worn at the ball, or the letter that we had been afraid to read, or that we had read too often. Nothing seems to us changed. Out of the unreal shadows of the night comes back the real life that we had known. We have to resume it where we had left off, and there steals over us a terrible sense of the necessity for the continuance of energy in the same wearisome round of stereotyped habits, or a wild longing, it may be, that our eyelids might open some morning upon a world that had been refashioned anew in the darkness for our pleasure, a world in which things would have fresh shapes and colours, and be changed, or have other secrets, a world in which the past would have little or no place, or survive, at any rate, in no conscious form of obligation or regret, the remembrance even of joy having its bitterness and the memories of pleasure their pain.” — Oscar Wilde “The Picture of Dorian Gray”

Where were you...?

Even tens years later, and have growing up so much since then, only being in second grade when it happened, it’s still too much to bear. I am in shock still. It’s one of those things you never really get used to. It will always tear apart my heart knowing what happened to America that day, but also fill my heart with so much respect and humility towards those that put others completely before them with no limit. I am so proud to be an American and to know so many heroes walk around us everyday, and we don’t even know, until the time comes to be one. I am so inspired by that and by the selflessness that was expressed that day and all the days of repercussion afterwards. Where were you when the world stopped turning that Septemeber day?

Been SO crazy long since I've written on This blog, cause I write everything on Tumblr, but I'm going to try and put the same things on both blogs from now on...

“Because to influence a person is to give him one’s own soul. He does not think his natural thoughts, or burn with his natural passions. His virtues are not real to him. His sins, if there are such things as sins, are borrowed. He becomes an echo of someone else’s music, an actor of a part that has not been written for him. The aim of life is self-development. To realise one’s nature perfectly—that is what each of us is here for. People are afraid of themselves, nowadays. They have forgotten the highest of all duties, the duty that one owes to one’s self. Of course they are charitable. They feed the hungry, and clothe the beggar. But their own souls starve, and are naked. Courage has gone out of our race.”
— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
I love reading this book.

Oh, the places you'll go!

Deciding what city to move to is somewhat troubling. While trying to find a city where I can be around at least SOME people who are sharing the same beliefs as me, that I can go to my church and not be the only one there, and where I can be in a good environment but not too far away so I can be close whenever there is a call for auditions, is tough. Thankfully we have good friends out in CA helping us and suggesting certain places that would work for me & my mom. So far we have:

Studio City (which actually fits a lot of what I am looking for, and my mom)

Santa Monica, which was the original plan, i love it there, but if it doesnt work it doesnt work.

Burbank, which has a lot of good reasons too.

Glendale, and were just worried that this one might be to far out.

North Hollywood which was also an option that was suggested to us by close friends who have lived there. 

But, if it were up to me, I would like o really stay out of actual Hollywood. 

Now this is just for the beginning. Were still getting deeper with it. It will take a lot of figuring out, but we’re getting there :) I am still working towards my dream, which I will one day have as my career gets more settled, whenever that may be in the far future, but it’ll happen. My dream is a loft in Venice, CA of course. 

just one of my many inspirations.

James dean is one of my biggest inspirations and influences. Mainly its because when I watch him act, it is truly mesmerizing and I have never been so entranced by someone's dramatic acting so much before. I can't even look away when I watch one of his films. I know he only made a handful and its so sad to have that amazing talent taken out of this world so young, but he is one of the reasons I love dramatic acting so much, and his choice of characters he played, everything he does amazes me, and when I think of the kind of actor I want to be in dramatic roles, talent wise, its him. Aside from people like Elizabeth Taylor and others, James dean has a special place with me. :)

James and Natalie wood on the set of Rebel Without A Cause

If you haven't watche done of his films yet, I recommend you do, and you'll understand what I mean...to me, he is the epitome of not acting like you are acting. it's so real and honest. Just my opinion, but you should start with East Of Eden :)

Julia Harris and James in a scene from East Of Eden (amazing movie).